almost lover

I'm meant to be tidying my room.
I'm really not :)

I like it when other people like the place you live, and want to live there themselves. I really really want to go on that student exchange thing with people in Canada. It'd be so amazingly awesome but I really don't think I can afford it. I'm so insanely bad with my money it's not even funny anymore.

I had an epiphany this morning. There's this guy I thought I liked, and last night we went to a party and I crashed at his (nothing happened, before you get all ASDFGHJKL;!!!!, I don't think I wanted anything to either, if i'm truely honest.) I woke up in the morning to a note with an insane amount of grammatical errors, and it almost killed me to make any sense out of it. Basically the general jist of it was that he'd gone downstairs to sleep and he would come up to see me in the morning, then started to go on about regretting a girl (that was a really confusing part) but the best part of it was the end "This is not dramatic lol" Now if his parents weren't asleep I really would've lol'd. He was such an idiot, "This is not dramatic" WTF!? Of course it was!! It was at that point when I realised that I actually really didn't like him at all, that there was someone else in my life that meant more to me than he ever would and I really couldn't care less about what he thought. And I walked out. Just got my bag, jacket, trainers and walked out.

If he isn't gonna be dramatic, then I sure as hell will.