i'm good at insults.

in all seriousness.

it's quarter past three and i'm in the lrc, i'm the only one in here so it's safe to write this. there's a lot of work i should be doing for performing arts and media, but frankly i don't want to do it.
it's a hideous feeling knowing i'm failing my courses and probably won't get to uni next year, but its equally hideous knowing that if i do buck up my ideas then next year i'll be leaving my home, my room, my nan, my family, richard, stirchley grange, EVERYTHING.

rich came into the lrc about half an hour ago and now i feel terrible. he was really happy, saying that this has been the best week of his life so far. the choices page for ucas was up and i had to tell him that i'm not taking a gap year anymore, then he pulled this face and said "it's only the start of the year and we're talking about you leaving me next year, we shouldn't be doing this."
FUCK'D IT.

reading or bucks? reading or bucks? reading or bucks? reading or bucks? reading or bucks? reading or bucks? reading or bucks? reading or bucks? reading or bucks? reading or bucks?
i don't know what to do for uni, either. i mean if i only get MMM in performing arts, and a B for media like i'm supposed to then i get about 340 ucas points.
i'll fly into uni.
that's the problem, though. i don't want to. i want to barely get enought points to get into my top choice and then have to go for my backup. then i wouldn't have to make all these decisions. all my life i've only wanted to do performing arts, and now that's changed i've got to make my mind up on a lot of important things.
and that's the one thing i seriously cannot do. /srs bsnss

bring on the

i'm not ashamed to say i made this,
i'm THAT cool.

So I want to go to uni...

Namely Reading or Bucks to do Film & TV Production; specialising in Contemporary and Experimental Film Production.
My tutor told us to generally tell them how amazing we are and why they want us on their course.
This is my Personal Statement ;D

Hi, I’m Georgie and you’re going to accept me onto your course. Now we’ ve got that over with I suppose I should tell you about how good I am.
I have a love for experimental and contemporary films. I also make experimental and contemporary films. I’m REALLY good, but don’t just take my word on that; take someone elses. I am now handing the keyboard to someone else.
"If there is a dogs bollocks, it’s Georgie. BRAP."
So far, I’ve made 3 short films and 2 music videos, as well as experimented with filming and editing techniques. It was blates good. You can find them here:
http://www. youtube.com/georgiesayshello
MINT.

I like film making because I get to make films.
I also like your mum.

You want me on your course because I'm bare fit. Trufax.

SEE YOU IN SEPTEMBER, MOTHERFUCKER ;D

xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox


Somehow, I have a feeling I WON'T be sending it off D:

unless you haven't noticed, i'm getting back into blogging.

i just had a shower and now smell of soap.
i'm venturing to manchester tomorrow, current home of the boy two blogs down. it's a big place, so i shouldn't have awkward meetings.
i'm not talking to my nan, which i'm not to happy about. she's accused me of a lot of ludacris things that are entirely untrue, and not listening to a word she says.
everyone keeps saying "shouldn't you go see your nan" and "just think about all the things she's done for you", and i am grateful for the things she's done, but i'm going start talking to her on my own terms, not anyone elses.
and now just isn't the right time.


on a geekier note:
i left tinac, on my own terms WOOP and i started up another 2 collab channels, but with no real meaning, just for the lolz.
http://www.youtube.com/failurefilm
http://www.youtube.com/loltimez
yes.


and on a funnier note:
how am i the only one who finds this bloody hilarious?

51 tings in owl city

BOOM hat, Rubix Cube keyring, Godzilla poster i stole from my media teacher, glassesBOOM, package to be sent to calum when i have £1, pink nintendo ds with stickers on the front, lipbalm that was in teenVOGUE, cockacino? thing igoe made for me out of a coffee cup :], edward scissorhands voodoo doll thing, teeth lolly, mystery postcard/package, copious amounts of blu-tac, train ticket from the uncliche gathering, a pen i stole from my best friend, japanese luck cat, babyfurby, example of my music tastes (what is echo, tom milsom, FFAF, bjork.), hairdryer, mickey mouse baseball, me as a baby in polaroid format, a chris ^___^, my passport, GOBAMA! tshirt i made for the presidential election, insanely huge pikachu, some studio ghibli awesomeness, GOBAMA! paper, strawberry shortcake doll with lipgloss in her hat, keys to my nans house, ginger chris incredibly drunk wearing a pink hello kitty headband, festinho postcard, birthday girl badge that i broke, alarm clock that ticks so loudly it keeps me awake at night, a watch i need to give back to my bailey, postcard that tino made at youstage, failurecollegepass, yoshi teddy ryan bought me before he moved away, pictures from youstage, mightybooshLIVE poster :], incredibly out of tune guitar which only gives me the ability to play smoke on the water, a bowl full of sunflower seeds that i'm addicted to, a picture of my mum and dad on their wedding night, happypots makes for a happyBOOM, jack skellington my nan bought me for passing my gcses, OMGOSH HAMLET WAS AMAZING, signed things from seeing Russel Howard (i lost my phone that day, boo.), Dario Fo playbook that i possibly took from college ^_____^, teenagemutantHEROturtles wallet, macrolensss, tube map that got me to the london eye with doctorbenjy, blackxs perfume bought for me by my lodger, my mums wedding ring on a tacky gold chain that i never take off unless i'm doing sport; sleeping or showering.

they do it all the time in vegas

you came online at the same time as i found all the old letters you wrote
and pictures you made
and the screenshots of msn conversations
and the photos of you
and the voice clips you sent
and where we first met
and the songs that we listened to for hours on end
and the sound files we made for msn
and i refused to admit that i ever loved you.

i am so confused.

now i'm compelled to think that all cats are gay and secretly people.