there was a young girl called georgie,
who had a rather peculiar corgi,
he lived in the closet,
and was washed with a faucet,
cos he was a fucking dog.

grr

ok, so after going to bed hideously late and having a lovely dream i wake up this morning ill.
WAT.
this cannot be happening.
i'm confined to my bedroom whilst the family are downstairs playing the wii and watching films and ting.
not a happy bunny to say the least.
if i'm not well by new years i may cry.

also:
we have insane amounts of cheese in my house, ian should be jealous ^________^

i wish i had these tights

in all honesty, i never in my life imagined myself liking things like this. less than two years ago i was what i considered to be 'hardcore'. i only listened to grindcore and screamo, i wore far too much eyeliner, my wardrobe was full of black and neon and i straightened and back combed my hair every day. for some reason i felt the need to conform to something to feel included.i wouldn't say it's just college that has changed me, but i love how my tastes now span entirely different genres. in the past half an hour i've listened to classical, electro, comedy, indie, japanese pop, grindcore, 8bit, musical and hip hop music. and i love it. though i doubt people at uni will appreciate it :\
when my mum asked me to write out my christmas list, i seriously suprised myself with the things is was choosing. before, i would've asked for a million different albums that all sounded the same, and i'm comfortable admitting that now. i have no idea how my family put up with me when all they could hear from my room was "KJFSHENOIRJGPOERKJTOPEKRF!!!!" i doubt work will like what i like now, considering i work for Telford ROCKS but they'll have to put up with it ^_____^
i like liking prettier things,(shallow as this reason is) i can afford much more now. i can see how awkward i was, only wanting black or dark jeans, and only tshirts that i liked, and only things from certain shops. now i shop, wear and listen to wherever i want, and i'm much happier for it.

someone at college said that i was only changing myself because i'm going to uni next year, and i want to conform to what i think are people's expectations of me. that's total and complete bullshit. i'm not intentionally changing myself, it's just a natural shift in myself. it cannot be helped and shouldn't be ridiculed. i LIKE the look on people's faces when i know that they're listening to carnifex or whitechapel, because they don't expect it of me.

do i really look like a person who would conform to someone elses expectations? i am my own person, and i like who i am. it's taken me a long time to find who i am, so i wish people would appreciate me. and i wish i had those tights.

Jamie Bell-oh-ell

i may have had a slight crush on jamie bell since i saw billy elliot, but all chances of that continuing have been destroyed by seeing this picture.

merry it'snotchristmasanymore

now excuse me whilst i go and play professor layton <3

birmingham gathering

was pure amazing, i like smaller gatherings.

call me lazy, but not having to get up until 8 was a handy advantage :D

it was really nice getting to know hattie, ian, alex, jonny, rhys, ed and lex better - they're all epic people.

i really have no idea what else to write. it was just amazing, and you're a cock if you didn't go

*cough* benjy *cough*

HOLYSHITIMETLUKE.

basically he's a lad i've known for a TIME. it's coming on for about 3 years now, and i've not met him once.

and yesterday i did. epic win :D

i would've found him sooner had he discovered the ability of answering his phone :

it was a shame i only had him there for about 5 minutes though, but 5 minutes is better than nothing at all.

you shall be seeing him on youtube soonish, because he runs this thing called everything you touch turns to gold and he'll be interviewing bands and posting the videos online.

SICK.

[there will be the lol/FAIL picture that kirsty took here soon KTHNX]

<3

oh, and i recently came across some old youstage pictures.

i forgot how epic this guys mustache is.

ohai

hello, i'm sat in the lrc with a simon.

my lesson is in 3 minutes.

can i be arsed?

no.

last night i dreamt

that i lived here
with him

and he looked after these
and we had one of these
and i had children called Berlin, Isaac, Noah and Mollybeth.
it was nice :)

Joe Dempsie approves.

xmans

<3

don't mess.

Just two small facts about me:
1. I am very protective of my friends
2. I have no problem slashing someones face with a box cutter.

:3
xo


[edit: this post is directed towards one person in particular, they know who they are. don't fret]

defining the feeling of love:

it feels like the sky is full of earth, and the sea is full of sky, and the earth isn't actually here. and everything tangible doesn't exist or doesn't matter.

gloriously productive day.

today i woke up too late
today i fell asleep on the bus
today i wrote my personal statement
today i sorted out a collab
today i sorted a photoshoot for saturday
today i got some pearls
today i laughed so much it hurt
today i ate some sushi
today i wrote a song
today i made a video
today i found out who i am
today i decorated my room
today i saw my dad
today i wrote a christmas list
today i made an appointment with mary
today rich kissed me and hurt my nose

WANT.